There's An App for That

And here we go again...

Thank heavens there is an app for that or else how else would I know little Heff #2 is joining the family?! Thank you, iPhone for keeping track of all the important life stuff. How did we function before you were invented? {insert valley girl toned, sarcastic font} 

13 weeks and counting. Dreamy second trimester here I come...

And just so you don't have to ask in the comments:

Yes, it was planned.
They will be 18 months apart.
Due end of Feb. (It is a leap year. Eekk!)
Yes, we are crazy so no need to give me that look through your computer screen of are-you-crazy?!
I have been seeing that look a lot lately and it is not helping so STOP IT.
I mean it.
I see you out there giving that look.
I am reframing by telling myself it will be "happy chaos" for a few years and then I will just force them to play with each other so I can parent from my favorite chair, read books, and take cat naps.
I mean, I will have deserved it by then, right?
My pregnancy has been pretty mild like last time. Can't complain because I know too many women that have it much harder than me. (Just hoping praying I don't have a similar labor experience!)
We are not sure if we are going to find out the gender this time.
I am leaning for finding out but I could change my mind.
Surprises are fun.
But knowing is good too perhaps.
Hmmm? What to do? What to do?
I am keeping my heart and body open to try for a VBAC. I found a doctor (since the UW midwives are moving and can't do VBACs anymore) that is super great and is willing to give it a try if the baby doesn't want to cook forever like Cash did.
I am whispering "spontaneous labor, spontaneous labor" to the mini human daily hoping it will get the hint before 41 1/2 weeks.
Happy VBAC vibes and encouragement are welcomed.
I am working through my labor fear from my trauma of Cash's adventure.
I need a birthing therapist.
I am also open to changing my mind and having this baby cut out of me because I have learned that there is no shame in a c-section.
Take that homebirth moms. {insert playful wink to my homebirth mamas}
We are looking to move soon before I am too big so we have walls of our own.
You know how I feel about walls of my own.
I can't wait to have them and give them a big hug.
And a dishwasher.
And a washer and dryer.
Can you tell I am ready?
If you, or someone you know has a 3 bedroom house for rent in the greater Seattle area that is calling our name please send me the info.
We are really nice and clean.
I promise.

It is late and I am sleepy. Just wanted to share the news and say "hi. I miss you."